吳佳璇 張愛玲的精神分析

（第一篇） 張愛玲滿是跳蚤的晚年華服

（第二篇） 張愛玲的身心症與文學夢

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另，今早也讀了另外一則關於（佛洛伊德式）精神分析的訪問。草間彌生（Yayoi Kusama）一生受精神病困擾。她談到，60年代末，正籌劃一場音樂劇時，舊病復發，於是去看心理醫師：

I was planning a Broadway musical ... but then, in late 1969, I became sick again. So I saw a doctor, who said that it was nothing. The psychiatrists I saw were in my opinion a mess, wth their heads muddied and brainwashed by Freud. For me, there were useless clinically. I frequented them, but my illness remained as debilitating as ever. It was a waste of time. They were antiquated Freudians. All I needed from them was a piece of information about how to cure myself, which they never gave me. As they asked, I recounted to them, 'My mother did this to me, did that to me.' The more I talked, the more haunting the original impression became.

My memory became clearer and clearer, larger and larger, and I felt worse and worse.

(from Yayoi Kusama, Phaidon Press)